So, I know I probably ought to update on how things have been here at the house of crazy.
Short update: A little over a week ago, my husband walked out on me and our daughters, again, for the fourth time. The very next day, I changed the locks so he couldn’t get back in. I opened up a new checking account in my name. And I’ve taken my name off of our credit cards.
After three days of trying to be separated, it became clear he wasn’t serious, nor prepared to really stay gone. Besides, it is nearly impossible to get myself to my job when I have to leave for work BEFORE my kids do.
He is back home, for now.
We aren’t fighting, and I’m not angry.
I just hope that in time, we can get to a point where we can afford to separate. Cuz if my husband was a friend, and we weren’t legally bound to each other, I’d have no problem saying, “sorry, this just isn’t working for me.”
In the meantime, I’m just doing what I can to find a little bit of joy.
And I’ve got pictures to prove it. I will be sharing in the next few posts.